Astronaut Reveals Mental Health Struggle After Wave of Online Abuse Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.
The high-profile flight was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” she recounted in a social media post, recalling a phone call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the landing.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to gynecological science and conducted tests during the mission, said every professional achievement – including her lab work and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her heritage – was overshadowed under the tide of misogyny.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after surviving a rape during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after reaching space, she has stated the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose support were her lifeline. “Your support rescued me,” she affirmed.
She concluded that amid the criticism, important benefits had resulted from the flight, such as increased focus on her scientific work and platforms for her activism.
Flight Details
The fully automated spacecraft launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a brief suborbital flight that passed the Kármán line of space.
The group of women also featured accomplished professionals from various fields.
The enterprise behind the mission is a private space firm established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.